A pleasant day for me..chatted with ping a lot today..hahaz..during dnt lesson and a bit after school..not bad..hee..den I asked her about a guy from our school..lol..ended up laughing about it..hahaha...showed ms lim my chosen idea today..den she discussed with me about the technology used..haha..realised that im in deep sh*t..I have to get all my bought-out items soon..gonna get more details from her on Friday..so if im free during the weekend I can go and get it perhaps? Most probably I will not go this weekend..haha..see how la..Friday got band practice somemore..omg..today ms lim say that I have not completed my 8 drawings cos I keep blowing trumpet..haha..den i say I blow the clarinet..haha..she is actually implying that I spend too much time on my CCA..and sort of neglect my studies..well..I would agree with her...but I will never compromise my studies..cos..ultimately..I wan to walk out of this school with a good cert..however..I cannot compromise my band practices either..Initially..I knew that joining the band would mean a lot of commitment..and I am prepared for that..this year..I've never skipped any band practices...and I've never see it in a pessimistic manner..I see it as a form of enjoyment..yes..it is really time consuming..yes it is tiring..yes it is hard on me...it is virtually yes to everything..but if I can get a medal for the school..I'm contented. Frankly speaking, I dislike the way the band is now..aspects like the cleaniness of the band room..the behaviour of band members..the commitment members devoid of...most importantly..the way the band is being handled..I feel very disheartened. If I have the chance..I would sincerely write down 100000 things that I am unhappy with...and change it. I hate to see things I dislike and just keep my mouth shut. I am a very forth-right person when it means business. So in any case where I have offended any band members..I am somewhat sorry. In my opinion..I see no wrong in speaking up while I am sorry as I do not mean to hurt anyone intentionally. It matters very significantly to me that my messages get across clearly..so that there are no doubts...anyway...I sincerely hope that band members wake up their idea..there is a limit to everything..and I feel v pissed off when band members skip their practices..it is the most disgusting thing to do. That is the most annoying action that u do to irritate all of us who are concerned. So please wake up ur idea.